How I Found Forgiveness Through Meditation
One of the most transformational moments of my life came when I finally found the strength to offer my father forgiveness. Meditation gave that to me. And in this guide, I’m going to share my personal story and my insights as a meditation teacher, to help you to forgive whomsoever you need to, even if that person is you yourself.
How Meditation Helped Me Forgive My Father
My relationship with my father was always complicated. Due to a history of trauma in his own life my father had taken to drinking as a survival mechanism. Sadly, when he was drunk he went from being a loving father to a monster. And throughout most of my childhood and teenage years, into early adulthood, his drinking caused an extremity of pain for me. It led to the mental health challenges that I’ve previously discussed here on this blog. And then when I was 32, he passed. And I was devastated because I never had a chance to say things to him that I needed to say.
For years I was angry at him. But that just continued the pain. And the time came when I knew I would need to forgive him. But how?
Start by acknowledging the need to forgive
I think one of the hardest parts of forgiving someone is that initial acknowledgment that we need to. When we’ve been hurt it can be hard to swallow the fact that you now need to forgive the person who hurt you. Hell, it was not easy for me to admit to myself that I needed to forgive my father after everything he’d done. But the more I resisted the more hurt I felt.
Thankfully, mindful breathing can help with this. It gives you that clarity of mind to see what’s going on in your emotional life, and when you see things clearly you’ll quickly realise why forgiveness is paramount mot just for the other person but for your own mental health. And if you still struggle with that acknowledgement, some Tara Brach style Radical Acceptance will really help.
Radical acceptance is fully acknowledging reality as it is, without denial, resistance, or judgment. It means embracing both the pleasant and painful aspects of life, even when we don’t like them. This practice helps reduce suffering by ending the inner war against what’s already happening, allowing healing and clarity to emerge.
Forgiveness meditation is really about compassion
Forgiveness is usually rooted in compassion, in our ability to acknowledge and understand the human nature that led someone to do us wrong. Thankfully, meditation is also largely a practice of compassion. Indeed, in Zen Buddhism the entire purpose to meditation is to cultivate compassion that leads us to act in loving and kind ways. Hence why there are many meditation techniques for compassion.
For me, when it came to forgiving my father, I based my meditation practice around three core techniques:
- Karuna: A technique in which we recognise the suffering another person is going through and (important for forgiveness), we accept how their suffering might have led them to err.
- Tonglen: A technique in which we inhale another person’s suffering and exhale the wish to end that suffering.
- Loving Kindness: A meditation in which we visualize sending and receiving love and compassion.
It took a while for me to cultivate the deep emotional healing I needed to forgive my father. But gradually something shifted…
| Meditation | Why It Supports Forgiveness |
|---|---|
| Metta (Loving-Kindness) | Cultivates unconditional goodwill toward self and others. Helps dissolve resentment by systematically sending love and compassion—even to difficult people—softening the heart and reducing the grip of anger. |
| Tonglen | A Tibetan practice of breathing in suffering and breathing out compassion. Builds empathy by directly connecting with the pain of others, including those who’ve hurt us, allowing forgiveness to arise through shared human suffering. |
| Karuna (Compassion Meditation) | Focuses on compassion for the suffering of others. Helps recognize that harm often comes from pain, enabling us to feel compassion for those who wronged us, which is a natural doorway to forgiveness. |
| Ho’oponopono | A Hawaiian prayer of reconciliation using the phrases: “I’m sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you. I love you.” Deeply effective for both self-forgiveness and releasing resentment toward others, regardless of who was at fault. |
| Radical Acceptance | A mindfulness-based approach of fully accepting reality as it is. Forgiveness arises by letting go of resistance to what has happened, recognizing that clinging to the pain only prolongs suffering. |
Guided Meditation
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What happened for me
As I continued to practice meditation every day, my thoughts about my father started to change. Each meditation made me a little more compassionate and understanding. I started to realise that his drinking was in fact a trauma response from pains in his own life (which were many). I started to feel proud of how he had survived those pains and still managed to hold down a good job and provide for me and the family. My anger and resentment moved towards love. One day on a bus downtown a tear came to my eye because, as I felt a moment of pure love for him, I realised I had completely forgiven him.
Yes, you can forgive
Trust me, I know how hard it can be to forgive, and right now you might be wondering just why in the hell you should forgive them anyway. I get that. But it’s much better for you to let go of that pain. The Meditation techniques that I’ve discussed above will help you to get there. And I am here for you. If you would like my help, just reach out to me.
Paul Harrison is a meditation teacher with 25 years of experience and a deep passion for helping others. Known for his empathy and authentic approach, he’s dedicated to guiding individuals and teams toward mindfulness, clarity, and well-being.
